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Decided this might as well go up at the top. Okay so... I watched the second half of 'The Flight That Fought Back,' which was about Flight 93... Yeah, so, about 20 minutes of watching, and I was obviously about to start crying. Pansy? Sure... But the most interesting thing was that my dad looked like he was going to cry. And I've never seen him like that before? It was... weird.
But another thing it made me realize was... Bah, I don't know... That I'm just really grateful everyone's here, I guess. Something like that. I really can't put it into words. The closest I can come is by saying I love all of you, and I want everyone to know that if anything ever happens. And every chance to see any of you is truly great...
Yeah. Now I'll stop sounding weird.. or.. something like that. Mushy? Yeah.. I suppose.
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Hokay, so, shopping today. It was AWESOME. I bought... My homecoming dress (I'll get a picture soon enough... orr I could just make everyone wait until homecoming. Yeah, that'd be fun :D) and a Kuroneko (the black cat from Trigun) zip-up sweatshirt. It's awesome! I <3 it. I was showing the sweater thing to my mom again, and my black cat, Bunny, was sleeping on the bed, and I poked her, and was all, "You're a kuroneko, too. Except you don't pop up everywhere..."
Thus making me have no life. ANYWAY! They had black sparkly eyeliner at Hot Topic. I'm excited and I want. They also had some kick-ass star jewelry. I want assloads of money so I can buy it ALLLLL!! Then they had some awesome earrings that looked like little CDs, but in the middle it was bright pink and said 'PUNK,' so I just sort of avoided it. And they had like.. iPod and iPod mini covers. But the only cover they had in stock for minis was yellow. I'm going to go back and find a blue one eventually.. since.. blue is the shit. And my iPod will stop getting scratched. Since it has a few... since my backpack is vicious? Yeah.
I still need to find the stupid charger for my iPod. T.T Grawr. I guess I can just leave it plugged into my computer overnight... again... o.O | | |
| I just watched Naruto on Toonami.
And I realise why everyone (or most everyone) hates anime. And why people are nerds for liking it.
... American "anime" suxxorz. Just so everyone knows.
Yeaaaaaaaaahh...
So the football game wasn't that horrible. But I still would've rather not gone. Because there were... what did they say, 74k people there? Yeah, that's a tad too many. And the stands... way too high up. @_@ Ph34r teh heights of D00M!!
... Anyway. Dress shopping tomorrow! Who's excited? I'll tell you who: me! But yeah. Hopefully mosto of the small sizes will be left... that's the plus of going early. Last year there were like, 3 smalls, and two of them were stupid looking. o.O I wish I was taller... ;_;
But.. whoa. Hokay. I just got that really weird feeling where you just lose all balance, get light-headed, and feel like you're going to fall over? I hate that.
ANYWAY! Hope everyone's doing fine. Cha. Coo'. <3? Oh, I know, have a sextart []
... Haha I love everyone and our inside jokes. XD
EDIT: Mkay so I really want to know when we get out pictures and not temporary (piece of crap) cardboard IDs.
I really want to see how my picture turned out.
Not that I'm self-centered or anything. Toooootally not.
... Yeah. Coo'.
P.S. I'm hungry. *eats Shani... for the 100th time* Mrawr!
P.P.S. My bus driver's last name is Engelsman. P. Engelsman. I found it amusing? I think I'm too easily amused.
Shuttup. | | |
| Dear father,
I don't want to go to the game. I don't want to take pictures. I want to sleep. I feel like crap. I can stay by myself for 8 hours. I don't see how this is a "family event." I'm not extremely happy right now. I feel like punching something.
Kthnxbye | | |
| So, typing on my dad's computer. And this computer is teh suxxor!! I can barely read most of the stuff. Stupid uber-high resolution.
Ahaha, and yesterday I had an interesting time explaining 'uber' to Sarah. Very interesting. But honestly, people who don't know what uber means should be backhanded. But not really. But sure? Sure. Yeah. Cool.
Yeaaaaaaaah... So. I'm really bored? Of course I am. Oh! I bought a root beer at the store, and I was waiting in the car for my dad to finish running in to go buy something else, and I was drinking the root beer, which was in a very beer-looking bottle, and this one girl who rides my bus walked past me, and she gave me a weeeeeeird look... And that was one hella long sentence.
But ANYWAY! I'm SUPER-PSYCHED for this weekend. Football game, dress shopping, possibly bowling... Twice. Who knows. It would've been pretty sweet to go with Jessie and Thomas, I must admit.
And I want another grilled cheese sandwhich. Because SOMEONE ate like, half of my other ones, Thomas. But for real I'm addicted to them. They're delicious.
Like the cakes. Who wants a delicious cake? I still think we should've brought them for Moe.
OH! HAH! Hokay I've decided 6th hour kicks major ass. We're having an early halloween. But shhhhh... don't tell. <.< >.> It's supposed to be super-secret. 'Cause we're awesome? But fo' shizzle, I'm pumped. Jessie and I will totally be the coolest there, even if I have no idea wth to bring to wear. Haha, Japanese class is sooo messed up... I love it.
I'm also uber-psyched for homecoming. I've been practicing my dance (aka dancing in the hallways before 5th hour), so I'm pretty damn excited. I'm also excited for dress shopping. YAY FOR FEELING PRETTY!
And now my mom is getting angry at my dad for bringing in his bike. And it's funny. Homygod... "Why are you doing this? What are you doign?! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" "What, is the garage not GOOD ENOUGH for your bike?!"
Ahhh I love my family. And I almost got bitchslapped by the bike. Thank yoooooou dad.
EDIT: Nuuuuuuuuuu~ *clings to Shani and Judes* Teh game of d00m!
And I think it's sad how hard it is for me to find two friends. .-. I think the majority of the parents think I'm weird or something. Well Mandy and Becca's mom does. I am NOT a whore, mmkay?! Or suicidal. Or on drugs. Kthnxbye.
P.S. I'm all for MSU and all... but those games aren't that fun for me alone. I guess I'll just take pictures the entire time? .-. Apparently I have to take pictures, according to my dad. o.O
Oh, and lately, I've had this huge feeling that I'm just not... accomplishing anything. Or something? Like I'm just a failure in everything. In life? Well sort of. I guess this year seems to be good and horrible at the same time. But I do have a massive feeling of failure, like I'm not good enough. And it sort of hurts... I guess? I dunno, I can't keep it off my mind, and it just seems to be getting worse.
I need to work on this... | | |
| Okay, people piss me off. No, not all people. Just most of them.
So on the bus on the way home, we're just casually looking out the back of the bus (I was in the farthest back seat), just watching people go buy. Then this bitch-ass annoying 8th grader is looking, points to a girl and says, "Hey, look, it's the girl with no friends!"
Now if you know me, you'll know I generally don't say much in situations like this. But I just turned around, glared at her, and said, "Way to go and judge people."
She, being rude, goes, "Oh no, I know her, she really doesn't have any friends."
Then this girl, who "had no friends" crossed the street, joined up with about 3 or 4 other people, and started talking to them. Sarah turns to this stupid 8th grader, and just says, "Yeah, she has no friends."
Hah. The girl is all angry, simple says something along the lines of, "No, she doesn't.. She.. UGH!" and goes back to the front of the bus.
Stoopid 8th graders. Sophmores will own you, no matter what. Just don't try. Oh and stop judging people.
No, but really. I hate it when people pick on others. It pisses me off. And it feels great to be helpful and stick up for people. It made me live a little more inside. :D
So yeah. My story of the day, and how I felt like I mattered.
Oh, and anyone know where we can donate in the school? I haven't seen anything around. I want to donate more to the Red Cross. | | |
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